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Tuesday, July 06, 2004

~ liStEniNg tO oCeAn's aLbuM.... ~

Sunday...
i went out with my church worship team...didnt want to go at first...coz of my decision of being isolated without seeing certain things....(please refer to below)......but God has His own ways....i went in the end....and a good thing too, cause we were sharing about the other team and how they have been for the past 3 months...

i said that Simin's and Xiaoling's team have really improved. From talking to them on a daily basis or something like that, their spiritual growth has shot up lots, Wini, Mag and Jiaren....Jiaren especially. 2 weeks before, I shared with him and Daune on how I used to not like him, and shared how the angel mortal game made me take initiative to talk to him and care for him...and i dunno if its my efforts plus others efforts, or just God and His miracles, that I see Jiaren opening up and willing to do more for God! Good improvement bro!

I can see their team is veered in the right direction. can really see that when they play their instruments or sing, they are really focused on God. they don't care how others see them, like David, and they sing/play with joy cause it is for our Almighty Father. thought of anyone? haha.......yar...Simin....haha....

anyway, this attributes to them playing better and better. Jiaren is so much better in drums now cause he listens to others and join in. Wini & Mag, so pro in piano and keyboard liaoz....can play anything liaoz....haha....Chang Bin playing more stuff on Bass Guitar...and I thought he was already playing alot! haha....and the 3 big sisters, dunneed to say lah....can see or rather, hear, for yourselves. really happy for them. God has really blessed them with lots of gifts, spiritually and physically. will continue to pray for them.

but ours....

I didnt dare to say that day, cause everyone seems to be in a good mood. and since im in isolation, i think i shouldnt say much. yes, can see people in our group improving. Edna is so, SO much better on drums now...just need to be more daring. Yae's and DZ's playing has improved lots on the piano and keyboard respectively. my bass, really thankful to God for Jia Jun.....

however...i really dunno if we are veered on the right direction. ok, u all may think i have no right to talk about others' focus when mine's even not right. i agree, yes, my focus isn't 100% on God, but im really trying very hard to go back to Him and focus 100% and more......and im not saying everyone in our team has a wrong focus...just that when we are together....i really dunno where our team is going.....

I think we seemed to be more focused on our playing and singing, how we are playing the notes and song....this really do apply to me. sometimes, ill get frustrated when i play wrongly, not even thinking that God might not even mind cause He sees your heart. but sometimes, i really forget, and then ill try to play better BY MYSELF....haha....

we seemed to be more focus technically too.....cannot hear this, cannot hear that. abit of weird noises or wrong notes and tempers flare up. like me, when i cannot hear my bass, ill get mad and sit down and just listen to it and not caring about anything else...then my black face may show....

we seem to be more concerned about the mixing, the flow, how the music turn out, how we all play and how the songs need to be played....

btw, im not referring to anyone specifically. im referring to the team as a whole. all this applies to me too, cause i let them affect me, and plus some personal problems in me, im affected more than anyone else, and i feel bad towards God....

He gave me to right to worship Him. He doesnt need me, He doesnt even need us at all. but He was willing to give me my voice and let me learn bass, so that i can worship Him, bless Him and thank Him. He doesnt need it but i do...we do. He knows it that is why He gave us the power to do so....

so i think the only other thing we can do to thank Him, is to focus on Him. no matter what we do, our whole life's has to be for Him. Im guilty. I admit my life isnt perfect and sometimes i dont live out Jesus in my life. thats why i need time to go back to God and focus on Him.

as for the team, maybe only i think the team's not focused cause im not. who knows, they are all focused. its just that seeing how things go during out practices, it does seem the way that we are not focused on God but more concerned about other stuff....

and then when the real worship comes, it still cocks up in certain areas even though we may have practised perfectly on friday. to me, it shows that EVERYTHING is not in our control. God controls all.....that is why after seeing so much, I think we are not really focusing on Him 100%.....

i feel i have to write it out....bottling up is no good....but fellow team members who read this, agreeing with me or disagreeing is all up to you. you may be angry with me or something, but im just speaking what i feel......as for me, im trying my hardest to focus on God 100%. so people, please pray for me in this area...thank you ~haiz~

shuo hao le
tong ku yi ren yi ban
zhuan shen ge zi jie shan
wo zuo bian jian bang shang de tian tang
zai bu shi ni xiang lai de di fang
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tian mi yi ren yi ban
rang fen shou bu na me suan
wo bang ni zhuang shang yi shuang chi bang
que yong hui yi ba zi ji kun bang
wo bu shi ni que de na yi ban
ni que yong yuan shi wo lin yi ban

~niCe sOngS....gO bUy ocEaN's aLbUm noW!!! hAha....liKe hiS "jiN jI rEn" liKe tHat...~

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- 7/06/2004 09:06:00 PM

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